Right! I need to update this thing! So I will.

Now, My birthday was on April 23 and I love and hate it. About a week before my 80gig Zune got stolen by loser who decided it would be fucking awsome to take. Now I have always kept it in my bag/purse and never had any problems, and then 'poof' fucking fantasic, it's gone! When I later got home that day I got yelled at by my mom. She kept saying she wasn't mad at me but insted mad at the person who took it, yet she continued to yell at me. Earlier when I had gotten home I went straight to my room tring to avoid having to tell my mom right away. It worked for maybe an hour or two and then she came in, asked, and the shit hit the fan. Now I was already upset my Zune got stolen I was in tears, my mom yells at me, and then tells me that my Uncle had passed away in his sleep. Now how was that for a day?? Shity, right? ANYWAY!!

I have 3 friends with a birthday on the 24 and then other poeple with birthdays on the 25, 26, 27, and 28. My birthday seems to dissapear from peoples memory, I understand though that's alot of birthdays to know! I just get.....hmm....lonely I guess?? I dunno. I'm now 17 and and looking forward to summer. School is almost over! Augh, everything is just annoying me, my close friends know I get all annoyed/pissy quickly at times. lol. And I just don't feel like going to school on certain days, I don't know why I do this, I just wake up and have a feeling that I just don't want to go. I would rather enjoy sleeping in.

Ok this whole life drama is getting on my nerves.